hm...I'm thinkin a lot...bout past present future.... I miss him...I wish I could tell him that...wish he wouldve appreciated it...wish he coulda shwn he cared..wish he couldve cherishd me...hold me tigt inhis grip n not let me go..sigh.. Guys are jerks..but why do we lovem so much.. He's everything a girl would want in a man but one to hate very much... baby...I miss u..I love u..iif we ever breakup..it'll b hard to get over you babe...so much weve shared... So much weve been through.. I love u. So much. Oh lord give us the energy to stay strong and get throug this together...