Free Spirit!

Don't you get tired of living a typical American life? Working Monday through Friday, 8 a.m. to 5 p.m.? Having so much bills to pay? Living paycheck to paycheck? Even though we have more things in the world than most countries, there is still something missing. A part of me that just keeps lurking around, lost that needs to be found...

Well, tonight, I've got some ideas. Since I'm almost 23, got my bachelor's degree and career started, I'm going to start paying off my debts. One year is my limit. Tomorrow, I'm going to SHRED all my credit cards and work on paying them off within ONE YEAR. I am also working to own a car too, my baby: 2014 Subaru Forester. Yes, I am going to sell my baby. Sell it and try to make some money to help pay my debt.

After one year,  I want to live with my aunt who lives in Cayenne, South America. Change my perspective in life.

I've been feeling empty since I graduated. I was confused at what it is that I keep missing. But tonight, I believe I've heard my call. Changing my perspective. I've always loved helping people. I am going to try to sign up with PeaceCorp or AmeriCorp after my one month visit.

I believe this is my kind of meditation. To be able to work on my RELATIONSHIP with GOD. Talk one on one to him, without any distraction from my friends or family.


And then I remembered, what about my fiancé ? What is he going to do? Is he willing to try this experience with me? Should we break it off and if it's meant to be, we'll find a way?


Decisions, decisions...

I just want to be free.